Friday, December 11, 2009

Surgery

I just got my tonciles(not sure how to spell it) removed TODAY!!! It really hurts!! I want to remember what I felt in the post-opp room. Around 10:00-10:30 I remember feeling this warmth. I remember it because I was about to ask the nurse for another blanket, for I was getting cold. Being in this cubical, with nothing on by my underwear and a cloth, some sheets that they call blankets, and that was all. But I remember this warmth that came from my hand. I was so interesting, for I remember getting shivers at they same time. I was like someone was holding my hand, but there was no one in the room. It was located on my left hand and they traveled over to my heart. This warmth was so comforting.

Someone once told me, that they could feel themselves getting kissed, from miles away. That is what this felt like. Like someone was holding my hand and thinking about my heart, thinking about comforting me, and praying for me. It was really special. So if any of my friends were thinking about me around this time today, Thank you!! It did not go unnoticed. I felt the LOVE of God in your prayers.

I feel so blessed, to have amazing people in my life. My parents who will support me in everything that I do. A great brother, who in his own way shows and expresses his love to me. Great and amazing friends,who I know that I can turn to, a great job that will allow me to have this time off work without firing me, especially in this hard economy. Also I am grateful for someone new in my life. this individual is starting to mean a lot to me. God be the center of this. But more important I am grateful and thankful,and blessed for my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ! He who gives me a strength that is un-matching, and who will be with me and support me no matter what. He is the love that I shared with afternoon. I am grateful that he showed me in a tangible way, they love that he has for me. Thank you Lord!