Life is Complicated!

Life is Complicated! I do not know if it is me, being a girl or what, but life is complicated. I read people actions and how they phrase things so sensitive. Lord help me be clear, give me wisdom to see what people truly want to say. So many times recently I will talk with someone and then hours and days later I am stilling thinking about what I should of said or did they really mean it like that. It is just me? I so often want to bring something up to someone weeks later and ask them to re-phrase a section, or text them and ask them, "was that a date or not?" Life is complicated! People are confusing and I think that the less time that I give worrying about things the better off I will be, however it is driving me nuts. I want to be blunt with people so that they will have no choice to know what I am feeling, I just wish that was true with everyone. Do you or do you not like me or at least interested in me? Why do you not text? Are you so busy that you have NO time? (everyone has time, they might say they do.. but they do). Are we just friends, or do you feel a spark too? These are just a few questions that I would love to have answered. I will never just ask them out loud to anyone but they are important. What happens that is that I think and think and think about things that were said or things applied and action and I start to go insane. I want them to ask me because I will tell them how I feel, but until they do anything I feel trapped and stuck in a situation that has no where to go but to worry and be confused about life and how I should be feeling about the situation. Life and Love is COMPLICATED!!!!!